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[hopefulnebula]

The only differences between middle school and high school-- despite how different they seem-- are that I'm not being physically hurt now, and I have one real close friend. Of course, she'd have to live in New York. And yet we're STILL close.

I'm already depressed at how much our group's broken up over the past year. Of course, I'm one to talk, considering how distant I've always felt. It's just that I've never felt that I've fit, but I was still accepted in a group, and I didn't have to do anything I regretted to be treated well. And now we've all scattered.

Damn it, I miss Tianna. I miss having her around, and being able to talk with her in person, and do things with her, and always knowing she's there.

You know, they had no idea they were hurting me until after the fact. And the fact that I'm reacting so strongly to this is because of stuff they don't know about. I really thought I'd gotten past middle school. Hell, I'd really thought they'd gotten past middle school. This is exactly how it happened before.

And it's really hard to stay angry when there's a cat sniffing your elbow.

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[(Anonymous)]

At least you weren't forced to move away from all your HS friends. You can count yourself lucky in that.

- Zog

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It is ALWAYS hard to be angry when a good cat is around. They know and consider it their mission not to leave you alone until you can't be angry. Then they ignore you.